COME
CLEAN – THE AMERICAN WAY OF CHILD CONTROL
The Sunday
Times, August 2004
Fear of, and anxiety for teenagers reached
a political peak last week, with both Tony Blair and David
Blunkett
condemning violence and truancy. With £12.5m lottery
funding driving an expansion of summer camps, the new
court orders known as ASBOs (Anti-Social Behaviour Orders)
parents feel increasingly unequal to the struggle of
keeping children of all ages safe and off the streets
during the long summer holidays may feel the solution
is to use US-style institutions to sort out problems
with discipline, drunkenness and drug abuse.
Yet anyone eager to sign problem kids
up to such programmes would do well to read Terri Paddock’s Come Clean,
published next week. A gripping and devastating novel,
already described by critics as a cross between One Flew
Over the Cuckoo’s Nest and Catcher in the Rye, it
is inspired by the real-life experiences of Paddock’s
family with an American organisation called Straight, Inc.
Paddock’s sister, Anne, was sent to the Virginia
branch of Straight as a rebellious 17-year-old, and it
is Terri’s “very bad memories” of the
programme, which prompted the writing of Come Clean.
Visited by Nancy Reagan and Princess
Diana as exemplary institutions, Straight was believed
to put anti-social,
drug-addicted teenagers back into society. It opened what
Paddock describes as “bunker-like facilities” across
the country, and its philosophy of “tough love” was
politically popular. “Straight borrowed its core
philosophies from Alcoholics Anonymous and other twelve-step
recovery systems, but combined there with extreme peer-group
pressure practices including – in addition to intimidation
and ritual humiliation through provoked ‘confrontations’ – starvation,” she
says. “Sleep deprivation, denial of privacy and other
basic needs (like going to the toilet) and physically assaulting
(or ‘restraining’) non-complaint teenagers
was a part of its method.” Such physical assaults,
according to many “survivors” of the programme
who have told their story on the Internet and in lawsuits,
included allegations of brainwashing, kidnapping, rape,
torture, suicide and attempted suicide.
Paddock, now 34 and running the theatre
website www.whatsonstage.com in London, was nearly sent
to Straight Inc herself, like
her heroine, Justine, who is duped by her parents into
going for what she is told is a drive to the mall. She
is stripped, starved, bullied and denied any freedom, but
worse is to come. Terri’s only “crime”,
like Justine’s, was to write in her diary, aged 15,
about going to a party where she fancied a boy who had
been drinking beer. With her older sister, Anne, already
in Straight the whole family was constantly being monitored
by “counsellors”, to whom nothing was private.
The counsellor read Terri’s diary and she experienced “that
incredible fear” that she, like her sister, would
be incarcerated.
Justine’s ordeal in the novel is described in stomach-churning
detail. Utterly betrayed by her weak, well-meaning conventional
parents she enters institutional hell at “Come Clean”.
The lying, the spying, the constant accusations of being
a “druggie” and the pressure to confess to
the tiniest misdemeanours reads like something from a Soviet
concentration camp. What underlines the horror is that
although Paddock’s story is fiction, the details
are based on real-life experiences. Teenaged children,
often suffering from psychological problems such as manic
depression rather than drug abuse were not only stripped
of their clothes, friendships and dignity but all other
members of the family were harried and humiliated as well.
Justine, bright and spirited though harrowed by guilt at
betraying her beloved brother Joshua (whom we later learn
has committed suicide) fights back against the crushing
rules and eventually escapes with the help of Toby, another
inmate. Paddock’s sister, Anne, did not do this.
Instead, she “moved rapidly through the system” to
become an (untrained) counsellor at Straight Inc. herself.
All of this makes one very curious
about what kind of parents could consign their child
to such an institution.
Paddock is reluctant to condemn the actions of her family,
saying that “they were very worried my sister would
ruin her life. I must stress that they really did believe
they were doing the right thing at a time when there was
a lot of hyperbole about the war on drugs.”
Yet Anne, 17, was not a drug-addict. She was mixing with
other high-school drop-outs and running away from home
on the East Coast, often for months at a time, and living
on the streets in Florida.
The Paddocks were a military family
who moved around a lot, something that Terri thinks contributed
to her middle
sister’s reaction against authority. “Anne
probably didn’t react well to the kind of life we
led, she was quite rebellious. I was 3 years younger, my
parents tried to shield me but I suppose that if you’re
in the military you’re supposed to obey orders. My
father was a military father, and quite strict.”
Colonel Paddock was posted to the Pentagon
in 1984, and it was at this point that they enrolled
Anne in the Virginia
branch of Straight. Inc. It cost 4,000 pa – a lot
in the 1980s - but they were convinced it was the only
way forwards because the company, like many “wilderness
programs” and “boot camps” today, claimed
a high success-rate. Much of this reputation was due to
total suppression – when Nancy Reagan and Princess
Diana visited the Virginia facility, according to one web-site,
the troublemakers were kept bound and gagged in a locked
room.
“My parents did not know what was happening. The
point is, Straight didn’t just humiliate kids, they
also humiliated parents. It was very awful, especially
for my father, who was used to a lot of respect, but they
felt they had tried everything else. I kept a journal,
I just wanted to be a normal teenager but when you put
one kid in Straight, everyone in the family was interrogated.
My brother was then at West Point Military Academy, and
they didn’t want him to come home to get involved
but the other siblings had to come. Your teens are so difficult
anyway that to be constantly torn apart on top of that
fills me with rage.”
Come Clean is a very angry book, and
it infects the reader with the same bewildered fury that
its heroine feels. The
author was in tears at certain points during its composition,
which took two years then finally happened largely in a
week-long burst while staying at a flat in Monaco. Quiet,
cultured and very sane she does not seem like the survivor
of this kind of story, which her agent, Ed Victor, is currently
negotiating for its translation into a Hollywood movie.
Neither her parents nor Anne wanted to be interviewed for
the novel about a time they all now regret, and she is
apprehensive about how they may react. Paddock’s
sister insists “perhaps for her own sanity that she’s
lost all memory of her time inside the facility.” However,
while researching the novel Paddock interviewed other “Straight
survivors” , many of whom, she says, “recounted
stories a thousand times worse than I’ve been able
to convey” in a work of fiction in which the heroine
is raped by a counsellor – who, it turns out, is
only 21. Eventually, Straight was pursued by so many law-suits
and allegations that it shut its doors in 1993, though “lives
on in different names,” according to Paddock.
Was it a total failure? The founder
of Straight, Mel Sembler, is close to President Bush,
advising the US Government
on drug use, and if the anger of many “survivors” seems
wholly justified, the success of Paddock’s sister
at readjusting to normality might counter it. She got out
after turning 18. Now a management consultant, happily
married with two children, she is “closer to my parents
than my brother or I, and sees them most weeks.” A
prisoner of the war on drugs, even if she herself never
took them, she at least survived.
Come Clean by Terri Paddock, £5.99,
is published by Harpercollins on August 3
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